Egois aku

Mungkin aku tidak mahu dirobek hati ,
Ditonyoh-pijak sehingga lumat ,
Lalu cebisan aku dibuang oleh kamu .

Mungkin aku tidak mahu jatuh cinta ,
Dilempar-lontar sebuah kebahagiaan ,
Lalu cebisan aku disimpan rapi oleh kamu .

Kamu itu subjektif ,
Dan aku sukar menafi kewujudanmu ,
Kerna kamu , aku punya 1001 rasa ,
Bilamana gembira; kamu penyebabnya ,
Bilamana duka; kamu penyebabnya .

Dan ya ,
Kamu itu ada .

Fxvk yu

Pernah kau rasa palat ?
seakan tekak kau disekat ,
dan jarak kau dengan kematian cuma satu hela ,
satu hela nafas menjadi penentuan ,
sama ada Tuhan beri kau sedutan seterusnya ,
atau itu terakhir kali kau merasa angin dunia .

Itu aku rasakan ketika kau merentap raga aku ,
dan kau bakar daging dagingku sehingga ke lapisan paling dalam ,
hitam legam ; tiada suci seputih susu .

Dan aku bukan setoleransi dahulu .

#2nd

Funny how things ended the way we expected them to be ,
But then you will be the one who could not accept the truth .
It's like you are wishing for it not to come about ,
but hey , we all know the denouement .

It will never be a happy ending .

I never blame you for that . Instead I thank you for all the thingummies you have done for me .
Thank you for ever giving me your heart and I gave you mine in return .
And now I am living with my own heart ,
I have handed back your love and avidity .

And shall you meet a new girl (which you already met) , fxvk the flows alright . Our flow wasn't a good paragon . Let it be the first and the last time we ever lived with flow .

Doing good is what I always do ,
and I am doing it right now .
I have stopped thinking about you ,
I have stopped longing for you ,
No more snivel please I'm 20 bro .

Surely going to miss all those memories we had . Take care just whenever you are , I will pray for your contentment and peace .